For the Old Soul in Me

We settled on Riverview theater for date night because my best friend loves the place, the website referenced the 1950s, and because tickets are a whopping $3 each. But it was actually being there that made me never want to go anywhere else ever again.

To get there, Riley and I drove through a part of Minneapolis neither or us were familiar with, or vaguely recognized from Guthrie shows and afternoons at the walker, the MIA. We kept along the train tracks, the street dark as we wandered further away from the bright lights of the skylines, the tops of buildings lit up like match sticks. But when we turn on 42nd street, the whole corner of the theater is made up of blinking lightbulbs and is impossible to miss.

We pinch into a spot in front of the Riverview café, windows full of lanterns and candles and couples holding hands and sipping wine, and as we make our way toward the line that has formed around the block, and I start to feel like I’m in a small town that’s managed to keep the urban out—like I’m a part of this neighborhood everyone has just sort of emerged from, like I could have just walked here from down the block.

We stand with other adults for the late-night 9:30 showing, me with my beret and red lipstick and vintage heels over wool tights, my roommates black dress and cardigan, Riley holding my waist in a blue button up, the rows of yellow light flashing around the movie titles reflecting off the lenses of his glasses. We stomp the sidewalk in the cold, feeling the buzz of being out on Friday night, waiting for the doors to open, listening to strangers’ conversations in front of and behind us.

A policeman is standing on the corner chatting casually to a woman near the front. They exchange their childhood neighborhoods, and the policeman tells her the street he grew up on, that he brought his first date to this theater nearly thirty years ago. I hope this is what the 50s felt like. I hope that it felt like excitement for simple things and the willingness to wait for something good and sharing memories with strangers and feeling like you share something with them anyway. I wish I felt like that more often.

When the doors do open, we rush in to the heated building like everyone else, pay for real tickets on red paper, hand them to the usher who rips them in half, lets us keep what he doesn’t throw in his ballot box. While Riley buys real-butter popcorn, I find seats in the fast-filling auditorium.

There is one stage, a massive room of plush green seats, glowing wood walls, blocks of felt lining them in neat rows. I scoot past a middle-age couple on their own date who seem way less uncomfortable getting up to let me past than I feel asking them to. Most theaters I’m used to always feel cold and dark and utilitarian, like a drive-through that gives you your service and sends you on.

But this room is warm, and bright like a fireplace. Melted butter and salty oil waft off greasy fingertips, and people are greeting each other by first names and shaking hands and are here for something more than the screen, which is showing slides of trivia, and the couple next to me is finishing the famous movie lines it gives them. There is no place like ____ “Home.”

The previews show indie films and trailers, and Riley and I place the cardboard bowl between our seats, and when it’s time for our film, the curtains shuffle closed, the lights dim, and drapes of red are pulled back to start the story. And through the entire thing people are connected. We all laugh at the hero’s on liner. We gasp and shake our heads at injustice. We smirk and cheer at the retorts. We can hear the hush of the broken hearted. We are engaged with the characters—we are engaged with each other.

When the credits fall, the crowd applauds. And when we scuttle towards the door, the magic of it drifting out with us. The lobby clears fast, and from the water fountains, we watch them wander back to wherever they came from. The theater workers counting up and closing down. The lights out front are dimmed and the signs are dark. The corner’s quiet. We are the curtain fall of tonight.